Anonymous asked: Why
why what? whatever i posted i must’ve deleted.
Anonymous asked: Hey I know you might not see this but if you do. I saw your spiro post and I’m honestly going through a mid life crisis full of depression with my acne. Can I just know the ups/downs with spiro? Your journey. Did you purge? If so for how long. How many ml’s were you on?
i feel you, my acne made me miserable/depressed for a long time. the medicine took about four months to really kick in and start clearing my face. during that time i was breaking out as normal… and then eventually it just showed and stopped being terrible (my skin isn’t perfect now, i still have clogged pores/small zits.. nothing near what it was, though). it doesn’t work overnight and you need to be patient. i’ve been consistently on 50mg twice daily. the only side effect i really have is peeing more, and i also had (still have sometimes) heart palpitations for a while. i felt like my anxiety got worse, too.. but not sure if that was just the heart palpitations freaking me out. i had one or two panic attacks. my anxiety eventually leveled out, i think my body had to get used to the meds. i will say, though, that there’s been times that i’ve gotten lazy with the medicine and my face would start to break out (currently happening actually)… and it reminds me of how far i’ve come and how important it is for me to keep up with my meds. spiro has been a blessing for my life and has made me feel sooo much more comfortable in my own skin. hope i gave you some good info - feel free to reach out again.
Anonymous asked: I just today started taking Spironolactone, should I be worried about eating too much potassium rich foods, I'm kinda freaking myself out?
no you’re fine, my doctor checks my levels yearly with a blood test… i don’t really watch my potassium intake and i’ve been fine.
Anonymous asked: Hey, I just wanna say, with shrooms I think they have their own intentions and spirits, and I’ve had bad trips too, and I think u go in and out of dimensions and a truth may be in one dimension that isn’t in ours, that u visit on shrooms, and I would hold onto what the shrooms were saying bc they were probably right, but also remember to love yourself! And when I had my bad trip and wanted to kill my self and thought I was literally a stupid piece of damage, it’s bc one day I just moved forward
thank you!!! that trip was definitely a mind fuck.
Anonymous asked: are you nerdy? do you like any marvel shit
not really into superhero’s or any of that, even tho i work for a character pajama company haha.
i tripped shrooms this weekend up in the Poconos with my boyfriend and two of his friends. i went to a place that i wasn’t prepared to be in. it was definitely a bad trip, i was consumed by negative thoughts and couldn’t escape them. i was going in and out of crying and laughing, mostly crying. i never thought the trip was going to end, i thought i was going insane and would be crazy for the rest of my life. i did a lot of self-reflection that made me feel worthless, like a fuck up, and felt like no one loved me. the crazy part is that i only took a little over a gram, every other time i’ve done it i ate a full eighth and never had anywhere near a bad trip. i was extremely vulnerable and was ashamed of myself. at one point- my boyfriend told me he loved me, “i said i love you, too. but do i love myself?” that basically sums up the entire trip. i’m back in reality and am really appreciating sobriety. i said that i was retired from trip game, swore that was my last time and that i’m too old for that shit, but honestly am feeling like i want redemption.
